Apathy

Composed 1/10/14
Description: n/a

I see others succeed
And I think
That could have been me
If I tried

But I didn’t

And
It’s too late now
Or did it even matter?

I don’t care
But was that first
Or a shield
To guard my pride?

If I Tried

Composed 8/5/13
Description: But I’m lazy.

I tell myself that
I could rule the Internet
If I really tried

Composed 4/27/13
Description: How I’ve felt today with regards to motivation… Not a good sign with finals coming up and all that.

Motivation is
Like directional ability
Speed and agility
Financial security
I don’t have it

It’s like
A Father’s love
Guidance from above
A hand to rub
I need it

It’s like
The perfect man
A day in the sand
A hundred grand
I can’t catch it

Motivation is
Like a text from you
A wanted job interview
A house with a view
Maybe I’ll get it someday